Sunday, February 12, 2006

fourteen nineteen

got back my o results already....just sux man...cant get into mass comm....brian got in...surprisingly...at least he buckled down to study and got 11 pts...me? 14...peh...gay marks...nw i can onli apply for stuff like business or accountancy,sian!!! budden i juz submitted a JPSAE form to apply for mass comm...lucky i gt Ngee Ann credentials for winning the HYSE thing...(heng ah)...haha...poor thing for many sia,especially 4e2...alot of them going ITE...some even no where to go..confirm feeling sux...but some ppl (not even worth mentioning)...didnt even bothered to study...some still play maple(not play la...CHIONG)..deserved it la...cry no tears out ah u 2...

i cant say im not satisfied la...at least im qualified for a jc...haha..but my english was the most disappointing!!! i gt a b3?? why??? cos i didnt do argumentative cos there wasnt any for me to do....bitch cambridge....grrr....and surprisingly enough...i got b4 for amaths...WOW!!!! and A2 for Humanities!!! WOWS!!! chem was oso disappointing...fook...c5? why,cos im colourblind? bitch cambridge.....ker see hoh la! still ah, i regret not studying la..

that aside...while sitting there with anticipation...i saw **** @ the 5N* booth...i couldnt help but juz tried to sneak peeks at her...and maybe she saw me,perhaps im thinking too much..

i reli cant express myself...and im truly aware of wads going on...but pardon my thick-skinned-ness...so many things on my mind...so little ways to express it...i seriously dunno wad to do wif my life anymore...sorrow,misfortune,ambiguity,loneliness,discoloured,cold and especially cold...all lumped inside me...no way could i feel any way less accepted by anything or anyone..u hav ur reasons, and my perfect reason for getaway is my lack of balls ness

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