another tuesday beckons

i hate tuesdays. never liked them. its always a 9~ 6 or 7 day. i hate that.

its like a day job, save for the part that you pay to attend, rather than having them to pay you to come.

mmmmm durians. argghhhhhh the heat.


Current Mood: Hyper (Durian initiated)
Current Music: The Adventure- Angels and Airwaves

-SIGNING OFF
DLC:P

what's wrong with this world man?

the world is this stressed only because we made it this way, now we all live to fear and hang with it.

it all began with "competition" of "pride" and "status", soon ,it became a matter of "performance" and everyone just wants to "do better" to outdo each other. what have we achieved with that? More complexities in survival ? A more stressful environment? A dog eat dog phenomena?

geee, what happened to totality and equality? oh right, communism.
no wonder not one person is equal, even though they stress it so much nowadays. they're always seeking change and nobody is moving and quite frankly, i'm not very good with change. we all want what we have now when we look at Africa, then we wish they could be like us but its never gonna happen. Why? Economics, that's why.

i hope we die when "armageddon" comes, yes, as in all of us. then we can stop wishing/hoping/praying that we can be that someone else. "hahaha."

note: this is not inspired by any activity in my recent life, if it even had any reference, it'd be a long time ago.

Current Mood: "Sleepy"
Current Music: Sex Bomb- Tom Jones and Mousse T

"SIGNING OFF"
"DLC:P"

12 hours

Within 12 hours, i've done the following:

1.) caught a ride on dad's car to school
2.) went for BIG meeting
3.) wasted time at library concourse waiting for Jon,Esther and Fairy
4.) went to KFC for Miso Crunch lunch (it's just Crispy chicken with some kind of modified MSG dusted upon it, topped off with seaweed strips)
5.) caught bus to Safra and had to unload waste at critical levels
6.) washed my hands 3 times.
7.) played bowling for 2 hours, bruised my thumb and scored an all-time low (the pain was excrutiating and it came from the bone)
8.) took a bus to parkway
9.) had kopi at Ya Kun
10.) went to Time Zone to play Arcade Games, spent 5 bucks and got like 5 games free
11.) went to Topman to look at clothes (i...had...no...money)
12.) saw a monk eating meat (with his family???)
13.) walked one big round looking for a POSB compatible ATM, when it was just in front of the place where we started
14.) sat down at Mcdonald's and had my McChicken Dinner with a lettuce explosion
15.) talked about what to do for tomorrow
16.) flinched somehow, from pain in thumb
17.) caught bus 15 home
a.) 2 fast food meals in one day?? its clear how my death will occur.

B.I.G rocks la. hahaha

Current Mood- Content and Withdrawing from pain
Current Music- Volare- Gipsy Kings

SIGNING OFF
DLC:P

weed and such

I've been listening to We Be Burning (By Sean Paul) too much. It's getting into my head. First heard it more than once a day while I was volunteering at Sentosa. Hahaha, seems like the DJ only had 1 or 2 miserable CDs to play on the PA system during intervals and one of those CDs is scratched.



After closer listening, i found out that there are actually 2 versions, one clean and radio friendly and one laden with drug references, the latter being the one i heard at Sentosa for all 4 days. The song's funny cos the first line sounded like " Just gimme da beat and we can make kuay teow" or if you aren't paying full attention/the distance where you are standing is far away from the speakers it'd go " Just be da quick and go to da kopitiam~,kopitiam~"

hahaha. The dirty version's all about Mary J by the way. no, not Spidey's girl.

Current Mood: Amused
Current Music: Times Like These- Foo Fighters

SIGNING OFF
DLC:P

tardholes

you know, there will be jobs that are naturally difficult as the people you're working with are such a bunch of dicks. what if, they had a choice to be either a dick or a bunch of lovely lovely no-complaining, no-fussing workers?

and this isn't even a job.

i didn't want my role, but somehow, i was slapped with it like a rubber chicken to the face. now, i wear that rubber chicken around me and i tell you, it doesn't feel any ol'how good. i shall elaborate, again strictly following the 'allow as much suspense as possible rule'.

i had to meet new people, not warm people but new people i will grow to work with. eventually, at this hour, people will complain. but it's so hard to address their complains, its not easy to accustom EVERYTHING to make EVERYONE happy. best of all: they don't reply to any suggestions, making it surely, a fucking uphill task that doesn't get anywhere. i don't think i made alot of friends there, save for some.

these complains are so hard to solve, its like during a F1 Race, God decides to send a 15m-high wall of concrete unto the track. and there's nothing that isn't drastic that you can do about it. i had two probable solutions drawn up, but implementing either doesn't sound good, since people will complain anyway, if not, helping in any way possible.

i'm trying as hard as possible to strike some sensible balance between democracy and monarchism. i don't want to be an uncaring fuckhead and a total softie and let things be as they are now-cold and left untouched.

please make my job easier people. and please, if you think you can do a better job, by all means, i'm ready to come down and pass the glory to you.

this has gotta be a job with the lowest motivators for ME
-SIGNING OFF
DLC:P

Current Mood: Pissed
Current Music: Lonely People- Augustana

band-aid

i don't know what's going on with you, but it's like i don't know you and you don't know me? if it's the like-like thing, then ignore that, i didn't want it to happen either. if you want to hate,detest or avoid me, then perhaps you should tell me why and maybe, just maybe i'll give you thorough explanations that you so very need.

on the lighter of issues.

Wife: Honey!
Husband: Yes, dear?
Wife: I'm pregnant!
Husband: oh wow!
Wife: Meet the father.

ok, i'm gonna strive on for my HRM now. PBL's such a bitch.

Current Music: Must've Done Something Right- Relient K
Current Mood: Better than yesterday's

-SIGNING OFF
DLC:P

I'm not a happy man, for now.

Ok, i've got tests till next friday, even a test for Water Tech, lovely. i fucked up my lecture quiz, 16.5/30, all because i read a table vertically. sigh, what a shame.

i'm sick, the usual symptoms, nobody likes to be sick and i'm not going to be unusual, so there.

i've been looking back at this one person, henrietta, who i've used to liked before (but that's history). i can't describe the dramatic change in that person. it's like a year or two, before she's like 'Welcome To The Dark Side' and stuff. like, what the fuck, can't you lead a normal life? your folks gave you money to blow on deathsticks? some intelligence you've got there sis. (giving away her name has all pros and maybe just one con; no secrecy there, so laugh at me you bitches)

i really don't see why deathsticks are 'cool' . you wanna be cool, go fucking live in a fridge, douche. somebody ought to just smack her in the face and shout 'wake up'.

which brings me to my next topic.
are teens today influenced by television so much, they've lost all earthly senses?
your life isn't gonna be a replica of a teenage idol drama. that only happens to like 0.0000000012% of the population, that's less 1% for any teen. so just lead your life as you should, don't go around slitting your fucking wrists. you wanna kill yourself? save the Earth a little mess by consuming 5 1kilo packets of salt at one go.


oh and i figured that if blogger isn't gonna provide the mood and music thingum, i might as well just do it manually.


Music: Kiwi- Maroon 5
Mood: Not well.

SIGNING OFF
DLC:P