all alone

my day-BORISHLY (if this damn word doesnt exist,i dun fkin care),boring!!

lol,wanted to go for basketball when honky called me,but i had a damn achy back for nt sleeping well that nite(damn!)...so i didnt go,besides,it rained...lol

last week,went to seoul garden again,whee...cooked like 2 plates of meat,wow...den had lotsa food,here's wad i ate:
1 whole plate of chicken slices (char siew,szechuan and bulgogi flavours)
1 whole plate of beef slices (bulgogi,something,and no flavour at all)
5 chicken drumlets
2 plates of spaghetti
2 ridiculously mushy siew mais
3 pieces of sushi(t),cos dere wasnt the salmon one,wtf?
1 cockle (not even worth mentioning)
1 plate of veggies (musnt forget veggies)
1 loh mai kai
1 bowl of shaved ice (diet flavoured,yep)
3 scoops of strawberry ice-cream (dat's all they've got man)
5 glasses of sprite/coke/lemonade concoction


RESULT!: had to limp when walking,felt like vomiting when walking past gelare and vinn's,some more toilet was like next to the foodcourt...i almost puked....lol,den went to play pool till 12.30,den walked home via the flyover,was so shiok man..haha

yesterday,played bb for quite long,was tiring,but lots of fun,den dinner at koufu,bak chor mee,ol classic....den walked home again...haha

i feel so damn alone man,i felt like killing myself thinking about valentine's,im entirely hopeless about love,i dun anybody's pity,but i could do wif some useful help and courage,i wasn't born a casanova,i wont change girlfriends like changing clothes,i dun see the need to change ur girlfriend so many times,(our school is densely populated wif jerks like those,i shan't name who,cos 1stly,too many of them,2ndly,dey deserve to burn in hell in eternal damnation),if u reli love ur girlfriend,u wld cherish her,nt flirt,nor find a temporary salvation in another girl juz bcos she is 'hot',chio or popular,u deserve to die if u think dat way...i juz hope someone up there will help me to pluck up some courage to ask her,cos i still like her a lot...sigh