haiz...tragedy..neverending........sianz

and so it starts....i knew dis dae would come....it nvr seemed to stop at 1st...wif all those recurring dreams...the cold sweat and the rage of desire....all rolled into 1 ball of huge "sandbags"
...i really hate der world now....for many obvious reasons....i dun hate her...i juz hate myself of not being capable of winning her heart...i feel useless....go ahead laff at me..i dun really care ..cos everything sux to me anywaes....it makes no difference anyway....its like losing faith 2 sumthin u truly cherish..and when it fails to suit to u...it begins to suk...thats how it feels anyway

it almost felt like my entire world was sucked up by a who??....my best friend(well 1st tho..so not u B"...i dun realli blame him but....i felt an urge to really juz punch him in the face to wake him up...(if ur reading dis..this is juz a personal reflection of u...get over it)..he juz made it sound really weird....and awkward...he mentioned the bri thing...but the way he made it sound like was "correct"...in actual fact ..it is almost animalistic.........he had so many...so many...so many....y pick this?

well....at least i hav a bunch of ever-so-good fwens to back me up.....i really need help....surely when i helped u guys,made u laff,gave u candy,support u psychologically and mentally, surely i need a return....if u do ,i will be there to fix that broken tower,repair that leaky tap,and polish that dirty boot...

SIGNING OFF
DLC:P XoX OFFICIALLY NO PURPOSE IN LIFE XoX